Temptations seem to come at the worst times, don’t they? Today I got hit with a major onslaught of temptations when I got to work. I rushed out of the house and forgot to bring my food with me. When I arrived at the office, what did I find? What else but a bunch of leftover pizza and Tim Horton’s donuts boxes! Now, it’s easier to avoid these kinds of traps when you have something healthy to at least tide you over, but when you are hungry and without your own arsenal of food, the old voices start to take over and the rationalization begins…
“I’ve been perfect for the past 4 days - a quick binge won’t make a difference.”
“If I just eat everything here, the temptation will be gone, and I’ll get right back on track afterwards. No big deal.”
“Maybe just one.” (yeah, right)
I won’t lie - it was an incredibly tough situation. I would do anything for just a big bowl of sliced fruit, let alone the major culprits. Then again, these desires are all old habits that I want to destroy. I don’t want to have to try so hard when turning away from devilish foods, I want to get rid of the desire! The only way I can see that happening is by making a new habit of avoiding them.
Instead of trying to rationalize a way to give into the treats, I started to think about this site, and the progress photos due in a little over a week. Also, a quote from John Berardi came to mind where he said something like, “if you can’t dedicate yourself to something for a mere two weeks, you have a problem.” Absolutely true. The final straw was when I told myself, “this is why you’re 30%”. That silenced those inner voices pretty quickly.
In the end, my way of dealing with the situation was to quickly run home (I live very close to work) and pack a few containers with spinach and chicken, some cans of tuna, and a bottle of water. Phew! I look forward to the future when this won’t be so hard.
Lesson of the day - Always be prepared in case of tempting circumstances and environments!